The Shocking truth up ‘til the Second
The Secret Services decided to neutralise me by
typical means and sent in one Graham White, an MI5 saboteur and one Geoff
Colhoun, a provocateur. Graham destroyed our legal case that would have
facilitated the protection of the majority of our threatened wildwood remnants,
and attempted to subvert the campaign into a platform for peddling Forestry
Authority greenwash. Geoff made confrontational statements to the press that
were used to fuel £5000 of legal harassment against me. Even though I had
publicly disassociated from him, I was still viewed as guilty by association.
Consequently, I was severely restricted and excluded from vital aspects of the
decision making process. This did actually cause the entire downfall of the
campaign. He also alienated the previously entirely supportive local community
and helpful conservation organisations. Both Graham and Geoff waged
psychological war against me, spread slander and practised many MI5 techniques
used to prevent democratic resolution of conflict.
Then into more hot water. I uncovered a national scandal which
involved, indeed was initiated by the Royal Family. They basically conspired to
break international laws and stole and destroyed much of the little that
remained of our country’s natural heritage. Many ancient woodlands protected by
the Habitats Directive were completely clear-felled so that suitable trunks
could be used for the rebuilding of
Also very relevant is the fact that at this time I
discovered and started to use mediumistic abilities. For 100s of years, social
leaders have burned and murdered mediums to prevent public understanding of
sacred knowledge.
Extract from "Lobster" Magazine 30:
Abstract from recently declassified records on Project Pandora released on
19Dec 1994:
"In 1961 Alan H Frey provided
evidence that the perception of sound can be induced in normal and deaf humans
by irradiation of the head with low power density, pulse modulated UHF (ultra
high frequency) electromagnetic energy; a type of radio wave... In 1973 S.M.
Baldwin et al provided further evidence that brainwaves can be inhibited or
enhanced by low power VHF energy. The ability to modify behaviour with
auditory-cortex stimuli, peripheral heating, brain rhythm modification and many
other biological applications of microwaves has been repeatedly shown since the
1950's. The energy in question is used in radar.....It is therefore possible
that the biological application of radar could be used as a weapon on an
individual or mass basis for sociological or political purposes."
I live alone in a small country cottage and am therefore a
sitting duck for technological and psychic attack. MI5 started forcibly
blasting me with toxic radiation. At this stage I didn’t realise that they were
using remote control frequency weapons that had their sights set on my physical
body. I wrongly imagined there must have been machines planted outside my
house. They radiated me sometimes directly into my head, sometimes in a line
down the centre of my body, and sometimes just completely. Frequently I was
made to feel like my body was being dragged to the ground by a great weight.
Obviously, I was terrified, and assumed I would be badly physically damaged. It
was their intent at that time to simply run me from the country but for some
unknown reason they changed their mind about that and instead, chose to attempt
to torture and blackmail me into submission using Remote Control Effect and
Manipulation of Human Being Technology (RCEMHBT).
Extract from "Lobster" Magazine 36
Although difficult to produce, ELF (extra low frequency) waves make use of
the electrical capability which exists between the ionosphere and the surface
of the earth and, unlike the usual radio-communication waves which dissipate
their energy over a relatively short distance, ELF can travel right round the
world with very little loss.
Since the 1950's it has been known that
very small electrical signals applied to the brain can affect consciousness,
produce mood changes and alter sleep patterns. The frequency of the signals
required to produce these changes are in the very narrow band 0.1-10Hz, these
being the electrical frequencies which occur normally in the brain. It was thus
a simple step to put these two things together, to amplitude modulate an ELF
radio wave with brain type frequencies to produce a device of brain control.
The State's remote control of human electromagnetic technology
connects onto the frequencies of radiation emitted by the brain and body.
Electricity can be further directed to specific points in your person via the
neural network. There is a
MI5 came out to me speaking via such codings onto
microwave transmissions, pathetically referring to themselves as the "
The man’s job was mainly to shut me up about
The woman’s torture was designed to stop me from
developing further my psychic abilities, practising Earth energy magic
and Druidism. She yelled commands constantly, psychologically draining me. She
asserted that I wasn’t allowed to do basically everything that I live for. She
exhausted me.
My response to that horrific experience was to publicise the
Now I was in more trouble than ever, knowing
classified military information relating to the nature and capabilities of the
technology used against me.
For the next few months they distracted me with RCEMHBT
experimentation and obstruction: lots of blasting with radiation, filling my
body up with electricity and manipulations of my energy body. They did one
particularly crude experiment that involved sedating me and then making four
electrical connections around the corners of my parietal lobe. They joined
these points vertically with two currents which penetrated my head by about 2cm
then slid the currents horizontally, blowing the neural network in that part of
my brain. This cut off two of my senses, taste and smell. (They told me they
were experimenting on me and that if I spoke to anyone about it they would kill
me instantly). I was still trying to campaign to protect woods in my area.
During the three days that one powerful landowner, Lord Balfour was doing
illegal clear felling, I was sedated so extremely that I couldn’t get out of my
chair. I did manage to send out letters detailing RCEMHBT abuse.
Next, they decided to take me out once and for all.
I was already quite frazzled and tired from their ridiculous, unending attacks
and persecution. I was sitting in my living room when electricity started to
enter my body at four points - over my ovaries and into my temples. This was a
carrier frequency over which they directed a damaging form of radiation very
like or definitely microwaves. They were targeting my front brain and my
ovaries. Those internal organs started heating up and hurting. I was being
cooked, sterilised and administered a very large dose of something similar to
electro-convulsive therapy. In vain I tried to get out of range and drove 10
miles to a friend’s house. Distance seemed to make no difference, so I had to
minimise injury by attaching my head and back to a radiator that attracted and
drew the radiation from my body. During this assault they said to me, "We
don’t like druids and we don’t want any more." They increased their own
enjoyment of this sadism by tarting it up as a satanic ritual. (The Secret
Services are deeply Masonic). Grievous Bodily Harm doesn’t count if there’s no
broken skin. Very luckily for me the ECT backfired. Being a medium, (because of
my astrology) I am a member of the minority of the population who respond
unusually to ECT. For us it serves to speed up rather than slow down the
thought processes. However, and I have evidence in the form of ultrasound
photographs to back this up, they succeeded in sterilising me. The Secret
Services have made me barren.
I kept protecting myself by sending out lists of RCEMHBT crimes
committed against me, naming some of those responsible. For the next couple of
years (whilst experimenting), the Secret Services tried to coerce, blackmail,
condition, brainwash, discredit and (faking accident or suicide) kill me. I was
tortured daily, often psychologically (e.g. Using information about my past
they tried to traumatise me about having been child-molested). They also used
rape experiences against me. Often they would combine emotional engineering,
frequency assault, para-psychological engineering and subliminal suggestion.
Extract from "Lobster" Magazine 34:
Cloning EEG.
The latest development in the
technology of fear and mind control is the cloning of human EEG for the purpose
of controlling the mind of any targeted victim, or groups. With the use of
powerful computers, segments of human emotions which include anger, anguish
anxiety, contempt, despair, dread embarrassment, envy, fear, frustration,
grief, guilt, hate, indifference, indignation, jealousy, pity, rage, regret,
remorse, resentment, sadness, shame, spite and terror have been identified and
isolated from the EEG, as (electronically specified) emotion signature
clusters. Their relevant frequencies and amplitudes have been measured, then
the very frequency/amplitude is synthesised and stored on another computer,
each one of these negative emotions properly and separately tagged. "They
are then placed on the Silent Sound carrier frequencies and will silently
trigger the occurrence of the same basic emotion in another human being."
They have got straight torture programmes that were applied when
I was trying to write about them and also when I was doing spiritual work.
Sometimes, when they wanted me to stop what I was doing, they did an electrical
stimulation of the brain (ESB) that stopped me from being able to breathe in.
They only permitted me to breathe when I obeyed them. I was constantly
bombarded into the head with high frequency sound waves that is very wearing.
The forms of attack are too numerous to mention but are recorded in several
detailed diaries.
I've lost track of the amount of times they have tried to kill me while
driving.
Diary extract.
"Someone was really badly
and scarily trying to murder me last night when I was driving. All the way
around
Extract from
"Lobster" Magazine 30:
By
1974 Lawrence Pinneo, a neurophysiologist and electronic engineer at Stanford
Research Institute in Melano Park, California, had developed a computer system
capable of reading a person’s mind. It correlates brain-waves on an
electroencephalograph with specific commands.
Major
Edward Dames of Psi-Tech said in April’ 95 on NBC’s "The Other Side"
programme: "The
I will now illustrate a common brainwashing
technique:-
Diary Extract
"I was getting horribly brainwashed by some
bastard yesterday. Trying to tell me it (my torture) had not happened in
physical reality. Someone who continued taking constantly and didn’t allow
space for my own ideas and memory. I knew I was being brainwashed so set off to
I was distributing my book "An Archetypal Representation of
the Unbalances in Modern Society" in which I expose several state secrets
and out the main Secret Society (an Arch-Masonic insidiously organised
institutionalisation of witch-bashing) of
The label of "schizophrenia" has long been
used to control freethinking individuals. All non-artificially induced
experiences mimicking psychosis cases of "schizophrenia" are actually
misunderstood instances of shamanic initiations i.e. Kundalini activity
resulting in the release of karma and blocked traumas (if you have any)
required for the completion of internal alchemy - doors of perception opened by
pure soul energy. One should be taught to embrace rather than suppress the
experience. The Arch-masons know this; this is why they organised sterilisation
programmes of so called "schizophrenics" and their families. Thus
they bred out hereditary witches.
The Masons wage war against the Witches because Masons abuse
their ill gained power while Witches work to eradicate misuse of sacred
knowledge. Originally, the Witches and the Masons both worked ultimately
towards "the manifestation of soul" but the Masons chose to omit
dealing with karma, bypass nature’s guardians, get psychic abilities the quick
way so have become perverted and degenerated into the mob. Their sickness
formed out of denial and psychosis has developed into a form of sadism,
connecting with purity only through violence. (Hurting someone is an unwilling
form of intimacy.) The Secret Services really do cover for and work with
international paedophile rings and the Witches quite rightly try to stop them.
I was exposing this sort of thing so, to neutralise
me, my "controllers" decided to deny me rights no one ever imagined
would need protecting and effectively killed me without leaving a body.
Straight mind control, blocking me off from everything that gave my life
meaning. It was the closest they have ever come to killing me. One moment I had
a strong intellect and personality, the next they were gone and all that was left
of me was memory, rational thought and awareness of the external. There has
been an electromagnetic block in my brain since summer 1999 which prevented me
from having any feelings, sensitivity, imagination, intuitive awareness and
psychic abilities. At first, every waking moment was alarming; I could not
speak and had a blank space where my thoughts should be. Since then some of my
energy has been freed so MI5 can study how the block affected me. I am becoming
horrendously normalised to the torture; this makes it easier to bear now. The
minimal level of thought I have and with which I write this, is jammed by
radiation and expressed according to an external rhythm. This restriction
leaves me unable to read books. The block prevents me from being able to do all
the mental exercises I used to practise or appreciate art and music. Since I
have no feelings, emotions or sensitivity I cannot love. They have used
additional torture programmes on top of the permanent setting. They want me to
suffer, and if they get their way, will never let me be a practising medium or
Druid. One day, I and others like me will get our lives back – consequently, we
will be much better at protecting and honouring Nature.